I had a brain and spine mri today which wasn't too fun! I have been dealing with lots of health issues for the past 3 months which i try not to harp on about because there is so much more to me and life than these issues, but they are always there constantly in the back of my mind even if they are not talked about a whole lot! I get the results sometime next week hopefully...and i have fingers and toes crossed that they are completely non eventful results as i haven't even had the mental or physical strength to think about what could be if they show up something i dont want them to show!! Im sure thats being really naive but thats how im choosing to deal with it so far! The good news was that i think i managed to have a few little naps whilst having the mri (dont ask me how since its so loud in there and not very comfortable) it might have something to do with the fact that it took nearly 2 hours to complete!
If you have been reading my blog from the start you will remember my earlier post about eating to live or living to eat. I have been doing fairly well in my eating/drinking. I think it is though all these health issues there seems to be only a few things i can actually control. What i eat is a major one of those, and whilst i haven't seen any improvements in the issues i have been experiencing i know that i wont be doing any harm by eating well and healthily! I have also done so much research on health its not funny! I do find it really interesting and i like the idea of taking as many steps to alternatively and naturally heal my body as possible, i mean weren't our bodies created with the function to heal? Anyway just a journey i wish i wasn't on, but at the same time have already learnt and changed a whole lot so got to find some positives from it!
Thats it, enough being inside my head for now :-) Cant scare you all off at once!
Here are a few cute pics to lighten up this post
Aww, this is my gorgeous sis, whom i want to thank for all her love and support through everything! You are a wonderful sister and friend and i love you lots xoxo
My gorgeous nephew again, he is too cute!
My little girl, just cos i think she is adorable!
Well we will deal with whatever the outcome and it will be fine!! My eye looks squashed in that photo - heheh but I like it. Jetty looks so much like me and I love saying that ... I never can with Kai ... heheh.
ReplyDeleteAnd yes that pic is so cute of KK - man I love your girls ... and love you too babe! xoxoxo
ps - I like the deep posts ... its great hearing your thoughts and feelings too ... xoxoxo
PS - notice I can spike his hair now??? hahahah - I LOVE it!
ReplyDeleteHey Lou, great post... thanks for sharing a bit more of your world, although now I feel bad for giving you peanut butter cups! Whoops! Hoping that everything works out okay for you - love that bit where you talked about our bodies being created with the capacity to heal itself. Made me think... Look after yourselfxx
ReplyDeleteHey Lou
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing what's happening in your life.
You are an amazing and strong woman. As Tracey said you just deal with whatever comes, I have no doubt that whatever is thrown at you, you will handle with the grace and strength you always do. Love hearing more of your life. You're awesome xx
P.s Tracey your eye does not look squashed, yes Jetty looks like you and OMG you are HOT!!!
ReplyDeleteLouise,
ReplyDeleteI have been secretly reading your posts via Trace (hope that's ok! hehe) and I love watching your amazing talent. The Baking and photography you do, just blow me away. I learn something from the way you do life and I thank you for that. Thanks for this honest post too. It's amazing what happens when we share a little more about ourselves. It helps so many people. And it's helped me. Knowing you a little more is lovely. Take care, x